What a preposterous idea! How can you be disappointing God? Who told you that? Did they forget to tell you that God loves you?

You’re not disappointing God, it’s impossible. You’re disappointing people who are telling you that you’re disappointing God. Stay away from those people. They do not love you, they want to shame you. They don’t want you to be free.

God wants you to be free. The relationship you have with God is your relationship with yourself. All you have to do is follow your heart and not be afraid. You don’t need scriptures to tell you right from wrong, you know that already. Scriptures are written by people, not God. Your heart knows right from wrong if you listen to it.