No, it’s because you’re being a jerk to them with your newly found holier-than-thou attitude. Alternatively, it’s because you realize that they have always been jerks to you and simply used you to satisfy their sense of superiority coming from deep insecurity. You will never lose those who truly love you. True friends will always be happy to see you and keep you in their hearts. Unless, of course, your spiritual awakening is the only thing you’re capable of talking about right now. But then, do you truly love them? Either way, even if that’s the case, they will probably wait until you’re done dealing with your arrogance. How long it will take is up to you.