There are no spiritual abilities, so you are envying your fantasies. All envy is envying a fantasy. You envy another person thinking it would be better for you if you were them and not you. Read it again and again until it sinks just how absurd this statement is. If you were them, and they were you, they would still be them, and you would still be you, so you would still envy them, the only difference would be that now you think it’s them who is envying you, rather than vice versa. Well, you don’t actually have to switch bodies to perform this thought experiment hehehe.