No, this is good, trust me. This is very good.

You can’t get rid of emotion. Whatever you suppress, you carry with you. Don’t suppress it, allow yourself to experience it. It will release you, you will not cry forever.

You can only “get rid” of emotion either by suppressing it (which you were doing before) or by allowing it (which you are doing now, involuntarily). Allow all of it.

It will make you freer, trust me. Just allow time to heal and don’t give a fuck about anybody who tells you there’s something wrong with you. There’s nothing wrong with you - you are much healthier than before, I promise. Just be and allow.